Monday, January 26, 2015

MLK...his words make you stop and think

"Faith is taking the first step, even when you don't see the whole staircase" ~Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

I most certainly could not see the whole staircase when I started re-focusing on my health a few weeks ago but I do believe I can see a little more of that staircase now.  Today's workout included:

  • Run/walk the trails, twice - totaling 4.6 miles
  • Modified push-ups, 4 sets of 25
  • Squats, 2 sets of 25
  • 60 stairs, 2 sets
  • walk to the gym
  •  2 different elliptical machines, totaling 50 minutes
  • Yin Restorative Yoga, 1 hour
  • walk home from the gym
My yoga class today was a little harder than usual.  There was one pose I could only hold for a few minutes because of where the pain in my left collar bone flares up from where it was injured in my accident.  Luckily, the pain is rare these days but there are certain things I do in my workouts that flare things up a little.  Now I know to modify that posture in the future. I also have to let myself believe that the yoga philosophy of not comparing yourself to others to judge your performance holds true.  It's not about what others can do, its about how I did in comparison to the last time I practiced yoga.  Now if I could just believe that, things would be great.  I feel really good about how much I am accomplishing in a day in regards to fitness.  I really need to stop weighing myself so often, it is starting to make me crazy and I'm like a junkie that needs a fix....just let me jump on the scale and make sure its moving in the right direction....again, I need help.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Week 2 wrap-up

Saturday 1/24/2015

Yesterday I started my day with an 8:00 am with a Slowburn Vinyassa yoga class - 60 minutes long.  I followed that up with 54 minutes on the elliptical and 45 minutes on the treadmill.  The yoga class was really good, I think I will add it to my weekly schedule.  "From the slower progressive sequences, to the longer holding postures, the entire body and mind are brought into balance in this focused, intense yet calming class.  It is a great option for newer students who may be nervous about trying yoga.  You will be encouraged to explore all the benefits of each posture while finding equanimity between challenge and release.  This practice is typically accompanied by soothing music.  *For all levels."

Sunday 1/25/2015

I started my day bright and early with a quick 2.3 mile run of the Trails plus 2 sets of modified push ups, squats & stairs.  I rushed back to the condo because the kids spent the night last night and I didn't want to miss any time with them, I needn't have worried, everyone was still asleep when I returned home.

weekly wrap-up:
I feel like I had a really good week.  I met my goal of 10,000 steps per day, even on my day off (I got all my steps in at the mall with Jamie)

Date
# of steps in Fitbit
Sunday, 1/18/2015
15,227
Monday, 1/19/2015
10,113
Tuesday, 1/20/2015
29,436
Wednesday, 1/21/2015
18, 048
Thursday, 1/22/2015
26, 816
Friday, 1/23/2015
13,713
Saturday, 1/24/2015
19,737

Total = 133,090

This upcoming week is when I will start paying attention to my abs once again, I will be continuing with what I have going already but I will add in some ab work.  I increased my run distance to a little over 4 miles now, I am attempting to do that daily, I have no idea what I will do when the weather gets hot.  I have also expanded my yoga practice:
M,W,F = Yin Restorative Yoga
Tuesday = Yoga-Pilates Fusion
Thursday =  choice of Hot Vinyassa Yoga or Vinyassa Flow Yoga
Saturday = Slowburn Vinyassa Yoga or Hot Vinyassa Yoga
Sunday = My day off from yoga although I still want to get at least a run in on Sundays!


 I feel good, I am waking up with the craving to get some exercise completed.  I seem to be doing pretty well with the food portion of this lifestyle shake-up.  Yesterday was the first day I had a little fumble - I ate 2 of my Weight Watchers snack bars instead of just one.  I was well within my points on both my Weight Watchers app & my Fitbit app...we'll see how the scale reads at my Weight Watchers meeting on Thursday.  My challenges this week will be on Tuesday and Sunday.  Tuesday we will be babysitting for Audrey and although I could choose to skip it and get my ass to the gym instead I am making the choice to go spend some time with my Squishy Girl.  I don't know if I can really call her that anymore, she is not squishy, she is tiny.  She is also hilarious.  Last night and this morning there were discussions of who was being nice and what other options there were of how to act.  Jackson proudly told us that he's a nice guy.  Audrey proudly told us that she was naughty.  Auntie Mickey is also naughty, several years ago I would have to agree but these days its all peace and mellowness, meditation and yoga, running and cardio....holy crap, I sound boring.  I feel good and that's what matters, right?  If Audrey says Auntie Mickey is naughty than maybe I am.  They also picked out Disney princesses for everyone.  I got Merida from Brave.  She has curly hair so I can see it.  She is also kind of a bad-ass...I don't mind being thought of as a bad-ass.  I wonder how many steps on the Fitbit Merida would get?  I know...I have issues

Friday, January 23, 2015

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

Friday 1/23/2015

I started my day with a 4.59 mile run/walk on the Trails.  I also did my squats, triceps curls and modified push ups, 50 of each plus 2 sets of stairs.  The kids were due to be at the house today so I figured I would get my workout in before they got here.  I did end up missing yoga today but I figured it would be worth it.

"Never give up" means getting comfortable with being uncomfortable.  I need to remember this when I am complaining about any of the parts involved in this 'getting healthy' mission.  I will be wearing more workout clothes than regular clothes.  I will be cold in the morning when I start out for my run/walk.  When March rolls around I will be hot all of the time.  There will be times that I struggle with the amount of self-control it will take to continue eating heathy and passing on snacking on bad stuff for the feeling of immediate gratification.  "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.'  I think that will be my mantra while on this mission.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Catching up from yesterday

Wednesday 1/21/2015

Today's workout:

  • Run/Walk the Trails, I completed the distance 1 1/2 times, originally it was 2.3 miles, I think I finished 3.45 miles.  I ran most of it...yay me!
  • Squats = 50
  • Triceps Curls = 50
  • Modified Push Ups = 50
  • Shoulder Rotations = 2 sets of 10
  • Walk to the gym
  • Octane Fitness elliptical machine = 20 minutes
  • Yin Yoga = 1 hour
  • Walk home from the gym


I took some pants to get some alterations done and then Dad and I stopped off to play some slot machines.  The day sure seems brighter when you win!

Thursday  1/22/2015

Today's workout:

  • Run/Walk the Trails, I completed the distance twice so I finished up 4.6 miles today.  I ran more than I walked so that was good.  I have this dream of becoming one of those people who attain a "runner's high" when they run.  I am not that person yet but I will keep trying.  I did notice I feel the muscles in my stomach a little more that before, maybe implementing the breathing techniques that I have will result in a flatter stomach, wouldn't that be a lovely side benefit?  I think I need to start including an ab workout of some kind.  I think I will start with the 21 Day Fix ab routine - starting Monday.
  • Walk to the gym
  • Squats = 50
  • Triceps Curls = 50
  • Modified Push Ups = 50
  • Arc Trainer (elliptical machine) = 20 minutes, burned 178 calories
  • Octane Fitness (elliptical machine) = 33 minutes, burned 222 calories
  • Treadmill = 30 minutes, burned 161 calories
  • Walk home from the gym


Today was my Weight Watchers meeting.  I know I have been making good choices, I have cut down portion size and I have been better about not letting too much time go by between meals so I don't become a cranky bitch who eats everything in her path.  At the same time the scale hasn't moved an inch in either direction (according to my weight check at home).  I wish I could be the type of person that revels in her positive changes and knows that the number on the scale is not the end of the world.  I am not that kind of person.  I am racking my brain, trying to figure out what I can change to see more of a weight loss each week.  I checked in to my weekly Weight Watchers meeting and according to them I actually lost 1.4 Lbs.!  I don't know why I feel like this justifies my hard work but I know it is seeing results that helps keep me on track.  We have the kids a few times this weekend so I am hoping I don't fall off the rails due to wanting to do stuff with them rather than count points.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

I am so not a Yogi

1/20/2015

I started my morning by throwing on my new yoga pants as part of my workout ensemble.  I ran/walked the Trails (about 45 minutes)and did 50 squats and 50 modified push ups.  Later in the morning I went to the gym.  My workout at the gym included:
2 different Elliptical machines, 53 minutes
Treadmill, 45 minutes
I tried a combo Yoga/Pilates class, 60 minutes.

I noticed a few things during meditation in class today:
1.  Yoga pants are truly built for yoga.  After I completed my run I went to the gym.  I thought I would try to get my cardio started by jumping on the elliptical machine.  Part way through the first machine I noticed that my pants were feeling a little droopy.  The legs of the pants fit just fine, the hips and the waist got really loose.  I think the fix for this will be to wear yoga pants to yoga only and put another pair of shorts or pants in my gym bag to change into for everything else.
2.  I know its only been a little over a week since I started really attempting to get more varied workouts, but I am really bad at yoga.  I also know that in the past I have said that I "do not like yoga or pilates.  Time for a little honesty, I like the concepts of both yoga and pilates.  I especially like the idea of practicing more pilates when I learned that pilates came about as a result of rehabbing injuries to get things back in working order.  Unfortunately the reason I told myself that I did not like those forms of exercise does not hold true.  Yes, they do both move a little slower that a full cardio workout but the reason I did not like them is because I am not good at them, I have gotten heavier and more awkward.  I am NOT flexible.  I have a hard time with balance.  In truth, I am finding that if I keep trying and I make it a point to get to several classes per week I can begin to feel more comfortable in my own skin while in class.  Really I just have to get over myself and get moving.

Lunch today:

a healthy smoothie of spinach, broccoli slaw 1 tsp. of coconut oil, 1/2 a frozen banana, Dole frozen tropical fruit, green tea and water.




Monday, January 19, 2015

We all deserve a break

Today was my day off from exercise.  Jamie and I went shopping at Fashion Show mall today.  We each found a few things for ourselves but we found A LOT for the kids.  Food-wise it was a pretty good day.  We stopped off for a treat at Starbucks...I chose the Oprah Chai latte (with nonfat milk) and I tried a That's It bar.  The package says it is the equivalent of 1 apple + 20 blueberries with no added sugar.  All in all I would call it a success.
Dad and I went over to Red Rock for a bit, I played my favorite new slot machine...Lucky 88.  I went in with $20.00 I left with $40.00...it was a good day.  I was hoping to add to my travel fund but I wasn't able to add much.
Tomorrow I am back at the gym and I'll probably get a run in too...

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Yoga Pants


1/18/2015
Today is Sunday, normally it would be a day off from exercise.  I am supposed to spend Monday with my sister and I don’t think I will get a workout in so I figure I would exercise today and make tomorrow my day off.
Fit bit stats for the past week:

Day/Date
# of steps
Sunday, 1.11.2015
5,704
Monday, 1.12.2015
11,503
Tuesday, 1.13.2015
10,123
Wednesday, 1.14.2015
18,768
Thursday, 1.15.2015
20,090
Friday, 1.16.2015
12,805
Saturday, 1.17.2015
25,247

                 Total = 104,240

A little side note about the Fit bit:  my goal is set at 10,000 steps per day.  Apparently this is the ideal # of steps to maintain health.  I figure if I aim for 10,000 steps on my day off and 15,000 steps the other 6 days a week I will be in good shape - literally.  I have started thinking about the hotter weather that begin arriving sometime in March.  It makes me nervous to even think about because I know I can maintain my gym time I am afraid my running/walking on the Trails will cease to happen because sometime in June or July it gets too damn hot to be exerting yourself outside.I don’t know what I will do for those couple of crazy hot months (June-September) but I will have to come up with something.  I wish there was an indoor running/walking space.  It doesn’t have to be fancy, just somewhat air conditioned so I could continue on this path I find myself on.  Hmm, there’s an insane business idea.  Anybody want to invest?
It is 9:00 in the morning on Sunday and I am just sitting down to breakfast.  I have already run/walked the Trails. Today I think I ran a little slower BUT after reading an article last night in my Weight Watchers magazine about running I thought I would give their tips a try.  They said to slow your pace down a bit a practice diaphragm or belly breathing instead of chest breathing.  I really focused on my breathing and it seemed to make a difference.  Of course I was still winded but it wasn’t fierce breaths being ripped from my chest.  I ran much further than I have in the past so all in all I consider this morning a win!
It is now 12:20 pm, I attended Ashtanga Vinyasa Yoga today, it was tough!  I also learned that there is a good reason that yoga pants were invented.  Doing yoga in soccer shorts is about one of the worst ideas I have ever had.  In my defense, I only have one pair of yoga pants and I already wore them earlier in the week (to a yoga class - thank you very much).  So, soccer shorts creep up to places they should not be at very inconvenient times.  I guess I’m going to Target!  The yoga instructor knows me from my Yin yoga classes and she said I did well and to definitely keep coming.  I think that is a fabulous idea even though yoga frustrates me beyond belief.  I am just bad at it, my flexibility is non-existent.  I guess the best plan is to keep going and improve.  The gym has a Yoga-Pilates Fusion class on Tuesday, maybe I will give it a try.  
I was able to get to Target.  I was a little surprised at how expensive yoga pants are.  I picked up some Champion brand pants that I know fit.  Unfortunately they also cost $35.00 per pair.  As I walked through Target I saw yoga pants made by Massimo for $14.00 per pair, guess who has new Massimo yoga pants?






25,000 + steps


1/17/2015
Today is a cardio day, I wish I could figure out how to download songs I have purchased onto my Ipod.  They seem to have changed the website and I’m stumped!  Frustrated...I watched some video on You Tube and surprisingly I figured it out.  Luckily I had some new tunes on my Ipod to listen to while I felt the burn of 98 minutes of cardio machines.  So, a few people have asked me what I listen to while working out.  First, I will say that I love getting to listen to my music as I walk to the gym and get my workout accomplished.  I would have so much trouble completing a full workout without my music!  I have just purchased new head phones for my Ipod.  I have tried a bunch of different styles, a few different price points.  My newest headphones are made by Skull Candy.  I got them at Target.  They were a little over $20.00.  So far, so good.  I got the suggestion from the Tone It Up girls website.  they were asked which headphones they recommend  for people that sweat a lot during a workout.  They recommended Skull Candy but they swore by the set that runs around $50.00.  Sadly, $50.00 is priced a little too high for me but the $20.00 set seems to be pretty good so far.  Second, I expect that more than a few people will make fun of my music choice while getting some exercise.  Something that I have noticed since my accident is that I am capable of not really minding what others think.  I still try to put my best foot forward in most situations but if you don’t like what you see....not my problem.    It is with grace and humility that I tell you I listen to up-beat, up-tempo music during a workout.  Sometimes I make sure to include some artists that I think have amazing figures because I can believe that as long as I keep strong during my workout my body will magically morph into one that is worthy of a pop star title.  The latest addition to the workout play list include “Booty” by J Lo and Iggy Azalea, “All about that Bass” by Meghan Trainor, “Rude” by MAGIC and “Shake it Off” by Taylor Swift.  Yes, this 40 year old woman likes Taylor Swift.  Plus shes nice and fit so there is some inspiration right there.  Realistically I know it takes time, hard work, dedication, blah blah blah.  However you can make exercising a little more enjoyable - do it!  
Today’s workout at the gym included:
  • Walk to and from the gym
  • 53 minutes of 2 different elliptical machines
  • 50 squats on the Power Plate ans 50 tricep curls (no weight)
  • 45 minutes on the treadmill
Went home, ate half an orange and decided I wasn’t done sweating yet...
  • Ran/walked 2.5 miles (attempted to increase stride & speed)
  • 50 modified push ups
  • 2 sets of stairs  *Why do I incorporate stairs into my workout?  My vision was negatively effected in my accident.  I now have almost no depth perception, on some staircases I can go both up and down without holding onto the railing.  Up is much easier than down.  The stairs at the end of the Trails I have learned to navigate without holding onto the railing at all, for most people this would not present an obstacle.  As I have already established, I am not most people.  I want to continue to be able to do these stairs without holding on and hopefully continue getting better to the point that I get more comfortable with my limited depth perception.
That was it for today.  I know that a lot of people are saying “That’s it?  Are you crazy?  That’s a lot.”  I know this but please keep in mind that I don’t have a job to go to everyday.  I have to say I never though I would have a hard time not going to work everyday.  It’s harder than I thought it would be.  There is automatic socialization that happens in the work place.  There are stories to tell, people to complain about and opportunities for a social life.  I think one of the biggest hurdles I face is leading a life that has become so solitary.  So I get myself to the gym most days and admittedly I don’t really start up conversations with strangers BUT the point is, I could if I really wanted to.
Holy shit!  It’s almost 8:00 pm and I have surpassed 25,000 steps with my Fit bit today.  That has never happened before.  According to Fit bit that equals 11.9 miles...and remember, I don’t drive!  I am feeling pretty proud of myself right now.  I feel that my Fit bit has earned a name but I don’t know what to name her.  

Yoga and a few recipes


1/16/2015

Friday...Today is the first day I have woken up and felt that nagging little voice in my head that tells me I am not that excited about working out today.  I immediately started coming up with excuses that I thought would suffice when I explained why I was not attacking my workout with full force.  I made myself a cup of coffee and I made my breakfast of a Thomas’ Bagel Thin with 1/4 cup of Light Ricotta Cheese, I sat down to start my day with entering my food consumption into my Weight Watchers and Fit bit apps and all of a sudden my apprehension about getting in a good sweat today has disappeared.  Maybe it was because I saw that my Bagel Thin costs me 3 points or maybe it just took a few minutes to get my head on straight but I finally remembered that today is Yin Yoga and I get to give my new running fanny pack thing a try when I hit the trails  Who knows why we all make the choices we make but I don’t want to continue to play into the self-sabotage that has gotten me off track before.  I only saw a - 1 Lb. on the scale at Weight Watchers yesterday, let’s make it more this week.

Yoga was fun, I may be getting a smidge better at it or we might have done almost the exact same routine today that we did on Wednesday and therefore I was more confident in doing the poses.  Guess which one of those possibilities is reality?  The class was full today so of course I found myself wondering if anyone was watching my pathetic attempt at being a Yogi.  Then again were supposed to have our eyes closed, so no one is really seeing me, right?  Ha!  Notice I said we are supposed to have our eyes closed...mine so are not closed the whole time.  People totally saw me, how embarrassing, then again, how am I supposed to get better if I don’t keep trying?  In the beginning of class the instructor reminded us to close our eyes, let our minds go blank.  “This may be easy for you if you have been practicing for awhile or your mind may continue racing around like a drunk monkey.  It is OK to take stock and process things but this is a space where it is safe not to react.”  How do I not react?  You said drunk monkey and that’s a damn funny image.  Then I started remembering Audrey’s antics in her car seat the other day and I kept picturing her trying to be sneaky and lick her baby’s head.  Seriously, how do I not laugh out loud?  And if I do bust out will I get kicked out of class?  I know I would be disturbing others and that is not oool!  Oh, and the other thing she talked about was that they will be doing a yoga teacher training coming up.  Hmmmm, that could be interesting.  So I stuck around after class and asked about it.  The conversation went something like this:

Me: Could you please tell me about the yoga teacher training?
Janet: Oh certainly!  It’s a 3 month-long program.  (She listed a number of hours but I can’t recall it at the moment.)  You learn a few different styles of yoga, you get deeper into the practice of meditation, you learn about anatomy and connective tissue...
Me:  It sounds amazing.
Janet:  There are several members who have gone through the teacher training but have no interest in teaching, in the end it is up to you to pursue teaching but you would have the certification if wanted to begin looking for a teaching position.Have you attended any of the Vinyassa Flow or Hot Yoga classes?
Me:  No.
Janet:  I am teaching a Vinyassa class on Sunday.  Can you come?
Me:  Yes, I think so.  My skill level is non-existent and my balance is terrible.  Could I still take the class?
Janet:  Yes, of course!  You go at your own pace and if there is something you cannot do I will give you an alternative.
Me:  How much does the teacher training class cost?
Janet: $3,195.00 but there is a discount...I tuned out at $3,000.00

Am I interested in learning more about the philosophies of yoga?  Yes.  Would I have the time to dedicate 3 months to the program?  It depends...we have a San Diego trip coming up in March so that I can see my Neurologist.  This appointment is not one that can be skipped.  I am really interested in learning to b a Yin instructor but apparently you learn all of the disciplines.  Considering that I have only been on this fitness kick for about a week I think I’ll stick with expanding my practice before I consider anything else.

I walked home from the gym, ate an apple, had some water and went down to the trails for my run/walk.  I am definitely less winded when I reach the far stair case and I am making the effort to take bigger steps.  At the stair case I did 50 squats, 50 modified push ups and walked the stairs twice.  I ran a short distance back, and ran the upper loop one more time, total time was about 35 minutes and I got a little more running in than usual.

This afternoon I made egg muffins.  They are meant to be breakfast with a side of fruit or an afternoon snack.  This is not my recipe!  I copied it from www.averiecooks.com.  The recipe is as follows:

100-Calorie Cheese, Vegetable and Egg Muffins (gluten-free)

YIELD: 1 dozen medium muffins PREP TIME: 15 minutes COOK TIME: about 18 to 20 minutes TOTAL TIME: about 45 minutes, for cooling
INGREDIENTS:
about 1 1/2 cups shredded carrots (from about 4 medium peeled and trimmed carrots; do it yourself as opposed to buying bagged shredded carrots which I find to be too big, coarse, and tough due to the preservatives added)
1/2 cup small diced orange bell peppers
1/2 cup frozen peas (I didn't thaw)
1/2 cup frozen corn (I didn't thaw)
8 large eggs
salt and pepper, to taste
about 12 tablespoons shredded cheese, divided (I used Mozzarella)
***I altered the recipe a bit.  I used 4 Lg. eggs and liquid egg whites (the small container)  For vegetables I used what I had which was broccoli, onion, and red bell pepper.  I used fat free cheddar cheese on top of the muffins, just a pinch of cheese. 
DIRECTIONS:
  1. Preheat oven to 375F. Spray a Non-Stick 12-Cup Regular Muffin Pan *extremely well* with cooking spray. Spray the base of the cavities and sides, then run your finger over the sides so that every inch is liberally coated with spray or you will be chiseling off stuck food; set pan aside.
  2. In a large bowl add carrots, peppers, peas, corn (or mix and match with your favorite vegetables; read blog post for suggestions) and toss to combine.
  3. Loosely pile about 3 tablespoons of vegetable mixture to each muffin cavity, or enough so that each is filled to about 2/3 to 3/4 full; equally distribute filling mixture among cavities until gone; set pan aside.
  4. In a 2-cup glass measuring cup (the measuring cup makes for easy pouring), crack the eggs and lightly beat with a whisk.
  5. Add the salt and pepper, to taste, and whisk to combine.
  6. Pour about 2-3 tablespoons of egg into each cavity, equally distributing among the cavities. They will be about 3/4 full after being topped off with egg.
  7. Top each cup with a generous pinch of cheese, about 1 tablespoon each.
  8. Bake for about 18 to 20 minutes, or until muffins are set, cooked through, and are lightly golden. They will puff in the oven, but sink upon cooling. Allow muffins to cool in pan on top of a wire rack for about 10 minutes before removing.
  1. You will likely need to rim each cavity with a small knife to help dislodge muffins. I find it easiest to rim with a knife and then 'pop' the muffin out using a small spoon. Muffins will keep airtight for up to 1 week in the fridge; reheat gently in the micro or serve cold.

I am having one with my dinner so I’ll let you know how it is!  I think with my alterations to the recipe it should come in around 75 or 80 calories each.  I also made a new recipe I got off of the Hungry Girl website:

Roasted Winter Vegetable Chowder

1/6th of recipe (about 1 cup): 93 calories, <0.5g fat, 511mg sodium, 20g carbs, 3.5g fiber, 7.5g sugars, 3g protein -- PointsPlus® value 2*

This chowder is so creamy, yet there's no cream in sight... Just guilt-free deliciousness!

Prep: 15 minutes
Cook: 35 minutes

Ingredients:
2 cups butternut squash cut into 1-inch chunks (about half of a medium squash)
1 cup peeled carrots cut into 1-inch chunks (about 2 medium carrots)
1 cup peeled parsnip cut into 1-inch chunks (about 1 large parsnip)
1/4 tsp. black pepper
2 tbsp. all-purpose flour
1 cup chopped onion
1 tsp. chopped garlic
4 cups vegetable broth
1 cup fat-free milk


Directions:
Preheat oven to 425 degrees. Spray a baking sheet with nonstick spray.

Evenly distribute squash, carrots, and parsnip on the baking sheet, and sprinkle with pepper.

Bake for 15 minutes.

Flip veggies. Bake until softened and browned, about 15 more minutes.

Meanwhile, place flour in a medium bowl. Add 1/4 cup cold water, and whisk to dissolve.

Spray a large pot with nonstick spray and bring to medium-high heat. Cook and stir onion until browned, about 4 minutes. Add garlic, and cook until fragrant, about 1 minute.

Carefully add broth and flour mixture to the pot. Cook and stir until onion is soft, about 5 minutes.

Transfer half of the soup to a blender. Add milk, and half of the roasted veggies. Puree until smooth.

Return pureed mixture to the pot, along with remaining roasted veggies.

Return to medium-high heat. Cook and stir until hot and well mixed, about 2 minutes.


MAKES 6 SERVINGS

to splurge or not to splurge


1/15/2015

Today I woke up feeling my muscles a little more than usual, I wasn’t sore but I could feel that I have been using them more than I had been.  I walked to the gym and did the following:
18 minutes on the Arc Trainer (elliptical)
33 minutes on Octane Fitness (elliptical
50 squats on the Power Plate
40 minutes on the Treadmill
Sauna for 15 minutes

I feel like I got a good sweat in today.  I went to Weight Watchers today and I lost exactly 1 pound.  I am happy I lost something but I feel like I should have lost at least 6 pounds with all of the working out and attention to diet.  This is the first week in a long time that I wrote down everything and I did not sneak any chocolate in at all.  That in itself is a miracle and deserves at least a few pounds gone!

We did go out to dinner last night, we went to Lucille’s at the Red Rock.  I hadn’t expected to go out the night before a weight-in but we see Jamie and the kids whenever possible.  I had a salad and skipped the drop-biscuit so I tried to make good choices but I still thought the scale would show a bigger loss.  Oh well, there’s always next week!

Hungry Girl House Walking


1/14/2015
Today was the day to get back to the gym since I missed it yesterday.  My master plan was to get up, eat breakfast, get dressed, walk to the gym, hit the cardio machines that I didn’t get to yesterday and then go to Yin yoga.  My master plan was not flawless BUT I did accomplish what I set out to do.  I walked to the gym, I did the 2 different elliptical machines I have been working on, totaling 51 minutes.  I went to the locker room to go to the bathroom but by the time I got back upstairs I would have only had about 10 minutes on the treadmill.  Instead I went in to my yoga room a little early and set up.  I laid down to do a little meditation before class would start.  Class was pretty good, I am definitely stretching muscles that have not been used in a long time.  Then we had about 20 minutes of meditation to complete the class.  This is where my brain goes a little haywire.

“Breathe, feel your breaths, deep and connecting you to your practice....I should really look into sewing.  I have wanted to learn for a long time.  Mom already has a sewing machine and it was moved to Vegas so if I like it and I have any talent for it maybe I could be helpful and make the kids Halloween costumes and stuff like this.  I wonder what they will want to be next year.  I feel like Audrey should have a costume that screams “Ruler of the World”, she is little but she is mighty.  I have no idea what Jackson will want to be.  He was absolutely amazing yesterday when he was talking to Papa about football.  Dad named the wrong teams and Jackson let him know it.  He’s 4 and obviously brilliant.  My contacts feel a little funny, I hope they get more comfortable so I can use the treadmill after class.  What should I make for dinner?  Ding. Ding. Ding.  Class is over.

I really suck at meditation, but I’m trying.  I did hit the treadmill for 40 minutes and then went to the locker room to hit the sauna.  I was smart and packed apple slices so I had a snack while I sweated out some toxins.  I hit my 10,000 step mark while on the treadmill so I am in good shape with my step goal.

Last night as I sat down to watch TV I checked my step count and I was still shy of 10,000 steps and this was my inner dialogue:
 “Would it be that bad if I didn’t achieve my 10,000 step goal today?  I babysat and walked/ran, it’s not like I didn’t get up off my ass at all.  All I could think about was how pissed I would be at myself to next day.  Then the little light bulb in my head lit up an I started thinking about a bunch of the posts for Hungry Girl lately, she has been talking about “house walking”....basically walking around inside your house to get your steps in.  Dad is watching TV in the front room, mom is watching TV in the bedroom, where could I walk?  Plus, I already have on my pajamas.  Now what?  If I march in place doing high knee’s will it register on my Fit bit?  Let’s see.  I did a tester and sure enough those steps counted.  I high kneed my way to over 10,000 steps but I do feel like I cheated the system a little.  Realistically I know I was off of my ass and I was moving so it should count but it still feels sneaky.  Today I legitimately surpassed my goal while at the gym!

Audreyism


1/13/2015
Today was supposed to be a cardio day at the gym but we had the opportunity to babysit for Audrey and I chose to fill my morning with my Squishy Girl instead of ramping up my cardio at the gym.  Audrey is enrolled in gymnastics, it starts next month.  This morning she told Jamie ”Auntie Mickey is taking me to ninastics today.”  There are a few things wrong with this statement but she is just so damn cute it doesn’t matter.  

  1. It’s Auntie Nikki, I know you love all things Disney and think Mickey and Minnie are the Bee’s Knees so we will just let that pass.  
  2. Auntie Nikki has not driven in 5 1/2 years so it is highly impractical to believe that she is taking you anywhere....let alone to a lesson that doesn’t begin until next month.
  3. It’s pronounced gymnastics non ninastics.  If you become an Olympic gymnast are you going to be OK with kids saying you are a ninast?

That kid makes me unbelievably happy, even when she is licking her Cabbage Patch Kids head.  The best part of it was when I told her not to lick the doll’s head it went like this:

Audrey is sitting in her car seat holding one of her beloved babies, I casually look over and she says “Auntie, stop looking at me.”  I make a big deal about looking away yet I sneak a few looks back.  Come to find out she needed me to look away so she could lick Phoebe’s little Cabbage Patch bald head.  
Nikki: “Audrey, don’t lick your baby’s head.”
Audrey: “Why not? It tastes good.”
Nikki: “Well, don’t do it, it’s kind of gross.”
Audrey: “You want to lick her head too? (while offering to share her precious baby with me)
Nikki: (struggling not to laugh) “While I appreciate the offer, I’m going to have to say no.”
Audrey: fully exasperated- sighs deeply, “Fine”

Although I missed my cardio session today I am going to have to say “Oh well!”  I did run/walk the trails (2.3 miles), do 50 modified push ups, 25 squats and 2 sets of stairs.  So, I had a plan but a small Audrey-shaped wrench was thrown into that plan.  I did manage to do some form of exercise today, I suppose I will just have to be happy with that.

Let's get this party started


1/12/2015
Today’s workout:
* Run/walk the Trails at the condo - aprox. 2.3 miles.  As of right now I can run about half of it.  
* At the far end there is a set of 60 stairs, I walked these twice today.  I wish I could run stairs but my vision and depth perception won’t allow that.  For now I will continue to walk the stairs and attempt to not hold on to the railing so as to improve my balance.
*25 Modified push ups Using the railing of the staircase instead of being on the ground).  I had to have surgery on my left clavicle about a year after my accident, the clavicle broke, part of the bone flipped down, the other part flipped up and stuck in the trapezes muscle.  They wouldn’t do any kind of surgery on me where they would have to put me under general anesthesia for at least a year of me coming home from Hawaii.  For that whole year I struggled with the pain in my left shoulder.  I was finally approved for surgery and they went in and peeled the muscle off the bone and shaved the bone down where the jagged edge was sticking up.  I struggle with the strength on the left side of my body but I am doing the best I can.  Unfortunately regular push ups are out of the question so I figured something else out.
  • 25 Squats
  • 3 sets of 10 Shoulder Rotations with the pole (also known as a shovel handle).  I learned this exercise from on of the trainers at my gym.  He used to work in a rehab facility and when I explained my accident and subsequent injuries he showed me this shoulder exercise with stimulates the fluid around the joints in order to make movement a little easier and a little less painful.
  • Walk to/from the gym
  • Yin Restorative Yoga, 60 minute class.“This yoga practice combines the elements of bot Yin and Restorative Yoga.  Yin is an intense form of yoga comprised of holding postures for longer to allow a stretch of the connective tissue, increasing range of motion over time.  Restorative Yoga is a form of active therapeutic relaxation that may use props and blankets to modify traditional yoga poses and melt away tension, for ALL levels”.

I have been following the Weight Watchers Simple Start program, I am about a week into it.  So far, so good.I lost some pounds last week, hopefully I will continue to do so.  

My yoga instructor said she went to a continuing education class yesterday and they discussed the trends for exercise in 2015.  Cross Fit is still big, along with fitness boot camps.  The #1 Fitness Trend for 2015 is meditation, apparently it will be found everywhere.  I feel like I am already on this trend train because meditation is included in my Yin class.  I am really bad at it.  Close your eyes, breathe deeply and.....my mind starts racing:  “I could use some new yoga pants, I mean I know I can wear non-yoga pants to yoga but it just feels wrong.  I like yoga pants, they are so comfortable.  I feel really guilty when I wear then and I don’t do any exercise.  Yoga pants are weird, kind of like leggings and jeggings.  I refuse to wear either without a long tunic-style top.  Cover your ass - seriously, just cover it, it’s not that complicated.  I wonder if the leggings I ordered on-line will arrive soon?” Ding.  Ding.  Ding.  The instructor rings her bell to let us know the meditation portion of class has ended.  Phew, really?  God, I suck at this.  Miraculously the instructor tells us not to worry if we are not confident in our meditation practices.  They call it a practice for a reason, you have to practice and you will be able to quiet the voices for longer periods of time as you continue with your practice.  I never thought I would be one for Yoga but I find myself intrigued by all of it, there is really something fascinating about Chinese Medicine.  I never really found a reason to get into it before my accident but my shoulder pain sent me to the Orthopedist who informed me that I would have to wait at least a year for surgery.  Great.  My shoulder hurts to the point of distraction and there are times when I wake up and I managed to turn onto my left side in my sleep.  Apparently I aimed for my usual comfy sleep position with one arm underneath the pillow while I sleep on my side, now I’m awake, my shoulder is screaming in pain and my arm is stuck.  Literally stuck, I use my right arm to crank my left arm down.  Ouch.  My doctor recommended Acupuncture as a possibility for relief.  Sure, stick needles in me, I don’t care what you have to do, just stop the pain.  Needles never really bothered me, Lord knows I love me some tattoos.  The pleasantly surprising part of Acupuncture was that it really did ease the pain I was having As well as it was nice and relaxing.  I would get acupuncture again in a heartbeat!  Maybe I’ll look into doing some reading about Yin and Restorative Yoga.

So, that’s where I’m at as of today.  We’ll see what tomorrow brings....

New Year, New Focus


1/12/2015

Wow, a new year yet I’m not a believer in resolutions.  It really comes down to decisions, decide to do something that will benefit you or decide to do something that won’t make much of a difference.  So what have I decided to do?  I, along with countless others, have decided to get in shape.  How?  Why now?  How will this time be any different then the multiple other times I have tried?  I don’t really have the answers to those questions, all I can say is that I am going to try.

I am 5 1/2 years post accident that changed my world.  I do get discouraged and I loose faith at times but ultimately I know that if I make the decisions that are the healthiest I will be happier in the long-run.  

I have been trying to loose this weight and get on the right track for several years now.  I get going in the right direction and I feel a difference, I see how my clothes are getting looser and then somehow I loose focus and undo all of the positive changes I seem to have made.  Part of it is food, part of it is laziness and part of it is feeling sorry for myself.

So, what’s the plan now?  I’m taking it a day at a time but I’m headed to a healthy place.  I am a Weight Watchers member, I will be re-focusing on everything I have learned thus far and I will be applying those lessons to my life on a daily basis.  I will be putting a solid fitness plan in place.  I did pretty well last year until about September and then I seemed to be on a downward spiral until here I am today, trying again.

I started the year with a scratch on my right eyeball, sadly I was prescribed medicated gel that made my vision wonky and I was unsteady on my feet (more so than usual).  It was rough and I got no exercise in.  My follow up appointment was on 1/6/2015 and I got the approval to start wearing my contacts again which meant I could get out and exercise.  Although I missed the first of the year my journey really began on 1/7/2015.

Monday, Wednesday, Friday
3 x a week I walk to the gym and go to a Yin Restorative Yoga class, 1 hour class.  While other yoga classes concentrate on muscles this practice focuses on your joints and connectivity.  It’s great for someone like me who used to be ridiculously flexible and is now a blob.  You get into the positions and hold them from anywhere from 5 to 20 minutes.  Sadly it shows me how inflexible I have become but I have hope that I am on a good track to get some of that flexibility back.  On the days that I go to Yoga I also walk/run the trails at my condo complex, I think it is about 2.3 miles.  I have never been a runner, even when I was incredibly fit I was BAD at running.  I am determined to be able to run a 5K by the end of this year.  Last year I did a 5K for a fundraiser for my nephew’s school, I ran about a mile and then walked the rest, hopefully I will do better next time.  One running/yoga days I also do 3 sets of 20 shoulder rotations with a pole ( an exercise a trainer at my gym showed me to help with the movement in my busted shoulder), 25 modified push ups, & 25 squats.

Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday
I walk to the gym and get my cardio burn in.  This includes:
2 different elliptical machines, totaling approx. 48 minutes thus far, I am working on increasing this.  2 set if 25 squats in the Power Plate that jiggles.  Not that I need any help with jiggling, I am hoping it will help me with my balance.  Walk on the treadmill 30 minutes + (I got up to 40 minutes last Saturday)

A few days a week I will sit in the sauna for 10 minutes.  I know this sounds like a crazy amount of time to a lot of people.  Please keep in mind that since my accident I am not working.  I walk to the gym because I am still not driving, I hope someday this changes, if it does I would probably still walk to the gym, it’s less than a mile away and it gets me in the right mindset.  I have been successful with some programs you do at home but this is what works best for me right now, it gets me out of the house, around other people, the possibility for social interaction is there - not that I’m chatty at the gym.

This is where I can hold myself accountable and note what is and what is not working, wish me luck!  Please keep in mind that I am not a professional, I have no special training in the area of exercise, I am simply talking about what I am doing and we will see if it makes a difference.